I felt that way toward the end myself this year 2018 marks 10 yrs being out.
Holden Caufield
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Did You Feel That You Were Being Controlled WHILE You Were A Witness?
by minimus ini never fully realized it until i was just about out.
i adopted the attitude that “if mother says so, mother knows best!”.
it took me a long time to conclude they were actually a cult.
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Thanks giving
by zeb ini wish a happy thanksgiving to all ye americans... live long and prosper in wisdom and peace..
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Holden Caufield
thank you.
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Holden Caufield
Yeah same here work and life.
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Holden Caufield
Been busy with life how are all of you?
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Summer movies, what have you seen? What works? NO SPOILERS!
by Wasanelder Once insolo: i could have done without it.
lead actor has no charisma.
if you love star wars i guess you have to see it.
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Holden Caufield
Incredibles 2 was good.
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How is life better?
by Freedom rocks ini know this thread has probably been covered in the past but i thought it would be nice for newbies and lurkers and just a reminder to those that left a while ago.. how has your life improved since leaving the cult?
are you happy?
have you made some amazing friends or maybe met an amazing partner in the world?.
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Holden Caufield
More time for self improvement.
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Holden Caufield
Had a few I knew that had thoughts
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Ayahuasca The Soul Herb
by new boy ini'm writing this tread for the people out there that are still looking for some kind of answers.
people who feel the void that any organized thought system can produce.
people who know there is more to this life than our daily routine which eventually will end, when we no longer exist.
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Holden Caufield
Thats cool
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Is he interested?
by Sunnybear ini met a wonderful man on match.com several months ago.
on our first date, there was amazing chemistry and we ended up having sex.
it was not planned, it just happened.
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Holden Caufield
Yeah Let him go there are better men out there.
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Big Questions
by TerryWalstrom inbig questionslook at the entire history of humanity on earth and ask:"what is it people really want?
"on the flip side: "what is it which keeps holding us back?
"______no matter how bad or good our life is at any one moment we can imagine a better life.we can imagine a place "over there" greener, more beautiful, with rivers of purest water; a land of milk and honey.but wait--before you turn away with a yawn.... one more thing.. that gap--that space--between here and there, demands of us an irresistible passion to cross over.. we seek: a better life.. we find a "bridge" to buy which promises us a guarantee: whether it is god or utopia or diet and meditation--we each, in our own way, find: the answer.. the lowest form of human consciousness?.
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Holden Caufield
That is hard to say we seek and desire children.